Wow, life just goes by so quickly and things change so fast.
2008 is just a blur and truth be told, I'm sorta' glad it's over. It was a year of too many changes. And although most of them were positive changes, I just want some calm for my life for awhile.
So in my usual tradition, I'm making New Year's Resolutions.
This year's resolution is to live life more.
I know that sounds pretty generic, but hear me out.
I tend to let life pass me by. A lot of it is out of cowardice. I'm either afraid of getting hurt or I'm afraid of looking stupid. Well, I'm in my 30s now and I have to knock it the hell off if I want to get much out of life. I forget my own mortality sometimes. But not in that cool way that results in me doing dangerous things. Oh no, I forget in that way that results in me being a lame-ass for the most part. So this year I'm going to get the hell out of my house and experience life. I want experiences, I want memories. I want adventures.
I spent the day snowmobiling with the group from the "Shack" and I had an awesome day. It was a beautiful day with the snow lightly falling down and it was relatively warm and I got to be outside and it was just plain ol' fun. So Day 1... check. ;) Tomorrow I have to work, so I'm not sure how I'll make that adventuresome, but I'll do my best.
So really all of my resolutions relate back to the primary one. I want to get in financial shape so I can afford to do fun things. I want to get into physical shape so I'm not limited by that and I want to get in emotional shape so that I stop being such a loser ;)
I'm going to work this year on developing myself as the woman I want to be in my 30s and beyond.